{"id":3295,"date":"2026-09-08T12:35:56","date_gmt":"2026-09-08T10:35:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/feylamia.net\/blog\/?p=3295"},"modified":"2026-09-03T12:37:11","modified_gmt":"2026-09-03T10:37:11","slug":"verskillt-und-zugenaeht","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/feylamia.net\/blog\/2026\/09\/08\/verskillt-und-zugenaeht\/","title":{"rendered":"Verskillt und zugen&#228;ht"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fr&#252;her habe ich mich immer gefragt, wie die anderen es schaffen, so zu tun, als w&#252;rden sie klarkommen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ich war knapp 40, als ich so richtig realisiert habe, dass die nicht nur so getan haben. Ich hab nur mein Leben auf dem h&#246;chsten Schwierigkeitsgrad gespielt und deswegen einfach sehr viele Nebenquesten gemacht und mich deswegen unterwegs ein wenig verloren und dann eben viel viel sp&#228;ter erst die richtige Klasse w&#228;hlen k&#246;nnen. Ooopsn.<br \/><br \/><div class=\"lyte-wrapper fourthree\" title=\"A Diagnosis - feat. Rachel Bloom - &amp;quot;Crazy Ex-Girlfriend&amp;quot;\" style=\"width:420px;max-width:100%;margin:5px auto;\"><div class=\"lyMe\" id=\"WYL_uic_3vlI5BE\" itemprop=\"video\" itemscope itemtype=\"https:\/\/schema.org\/VideoObject\"><div><meta itemprop=\"thumbnailUrl\" content=\"https:\/\/feylamia.net\/blog\/wp-content\/plugins\/wp-youtube-lyte\/lyteCache.php?origThumbUrl=https%3A%2F%2Fi.ytimg.com%2Fvi%2Fuic_3vlI5BE%2Fhqdefault.jpg\" \/><meta itemprop=\"embedURL\" content=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/uic_3vlI5BE\" \/><meta itemprop=\"duration\" content=\"PT3M12S\" \/><meta itemprop=\"uploadDate\" content=\"2017-11-18T01:00:01Z\" \/><\/div><div id=\"lyte_uic_3vlI5BE\" data-src=\"https:\/\/feylamia.net\/blog\/wp-content\/plugins\/wp-youtube-lyte\/lyteCache.php?origThumbUrl=https%3A%2F%2Fi.ytimg.com%2Fvi%2Fuic_3vlI5BE%2Fhqdefault.jpg\" class=\"pL\"><div class=\"tC\"><div class=\"tT\" itemprop=\"name\">A Diagnosis - feat. Rachel Bloom - &quot;Crazy Ex-Girlfriend&quot;<\/div><\/div><button tabindex=\"0\" class=\"play\"><\/button><div class=\"ctrl\"><div class=\"Lctrl\"><\/div><div class=\"Rctrl\"><\/div><\/div><\/div><noscript><a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/uic_3vlI5BE\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/feylamia.net\/blog\/wp-content\/plugins\/wp-youtube-lyte\/lyteCache.php?origThumbUrl=https%3A%2F%2Fi.ytimg.com%2Fvi%2Fuic_3vlI5BE%2F0.jpg\" alt=\"A Diagnosis - feat. Rachel Bloom - &amp;quot;Crazy Ex-Girlfriend&amp;quot;\" width=\"420\" height=\"295\" \/><br \/>Dieses Video auf YouTube ansehen<\/a><\/noscript><meta itemprop=\"description\" content=\"GET THE SONG: https:\/\/lnk.to\/cxg3 A Diagnosis Starring Rachel Bloom Written by Rachel Bloom and Adam Schlesinger REBECCA: FOR ALMOST 30 YEARS I\u2019VE KNOWN SOMETHING WAS WRONG. BUT MOM SAID WEAKNESS CAUSES BLOATING SO I TRIED TO BE STRONG. FAKE IT TILL YOU MAKE IT THAT\u2019S HOW I GOT BY. AND WHEN I TRIED TO FIND THE REASON FOR MY SADNESS AND TERROR ALL THE SOLUTIONS WERE TRIAL AND ERROR. TAKE THIS PILL, SAY THIS CHANT, MOVE HERE FOR THIS GUY... BUT NOW THERE\u2019S NO NEED FOR REGRET \u2018CAUSE I\u2019M ABOUT TO GET A DIAGNOOOOOOOOSIS. A DIAGNOOOOOOOOSIS. DON\u2019T TELL ME NOOOOOOO SISTER, YOU DON\u2019T FIT IN. DOC, PRESCRIBE ME MY TRIBE GIVE ME MY THRONG TELL ME THAT THIS WHOLE TIME I\u2019VE BELONGED WITH THOSE OTHER PEOPLE WHO SHARE MY DIAGNOSIS. WHAT COULD IT BE? WHAT COULD BE RIGHT? SCHIZOPHRENIC OR BI-POLAR LITE? I\u2019VE NEVER HEARD VOICES BUT MAYBE IT\u2019S TIME TO START. VOICES (V.O.): You\u2019re super cool, Rebecca REBECCA: Thanks! OBSESSIVES WITH NUMBERS, HOARDERS WITH CATS I COULD REALLY ROCK A TIN FOIL HAT PERFECT THEY\u2019RE NOT BUT AT LEAST THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE. NO MORE BAD PILLS, FADS OR TRICKS. WHO SAYS THERE ISN\u2019T AN EASY FIX... WITH A DIAGNOOOOOSIS I\u2019M READY TO BLOOOOOOOOW THIS\u2026 JOINT AND BY JOINT I MEAN MY INNER SENSE OF CONFUSION. VOICES (V.O.): YOU SAID THAT CONFUSINGLY. REBECCA: Shh I\u2019M AWARE MENTAL ILLNESS IS STIGMATIZED BUT THE STIGMA IS WORTH IT IF I\u2019VE REALIZED WHO I\u2019M MEANT TO BE ARMED WITH MY DIAGNOSIS. OH, THE DOCTORS THAT I\u2019VE MET WHO DIDN\u2019T GET ME. THIS ONE NATUROPATH USED FEATHERS TO PET ME. THEY SAID ANXIETY INSOMNIA WERE MY AFFLICTION THE NATUROPATH SAID IT WAS SEX ADDICTION BUT ALL THOSE THINGS I KNEW I WASN\u2019T YES I LIKE PENISES BUT WHO DOESN\u2019T\u2026 SO PUT ME IN A BOTTLE SLAP A LABEL ON. LIST OUT THE SIDE EFFECTS THEN WORRIES BE GONE. \u2018CAUSE FINALLY I\u2019LL KNOW THIS... MY DIAGNOOOOSIIIIIIIIIIIIIS!\"><\/div><\/div><div class=\"lL\" style=\"max-width:100%;width:420px;margin:5px auto;\"><\/div><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Fr&#252;her habe ich mich immer gefragt, wie die anderen es schaffen, so zu tun, als w&#252;rden sie klarkommen. Ich war knapp 40, als ich so richtig realisiert habe, dass die nicht nur so getan haben. Ich hab nur mein Leben auf dem h&#246;chsten Schwierigkeitsgrad gespielt und deswegen einfach sehr viele Nebenquesten gemacht und mich deswegen [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,32,13,16],"tags":[1960,1962,1961],"class_list":["post-3295","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-leben-universum-alles","category-koerper-2-0","category-lieder-die-man-toll-finden-muss","category-web-tv","tag-adhs","tag-diagnose","tag-mental-health"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/feylamia.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3295","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/feylamia.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/feylamia.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/feylamia.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/feylamia.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3295"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/feylamia.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3295\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3296,"href":"https:\/\/feylamia.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3295\/revisions\/3296"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/feylamia.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3295"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/feylamia.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3295"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/feylamia.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3295"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}